2010, so what's next?

Time really flies when 2010 slowly creep into my life.  Wow, really can't believe that one year has passed by so quickly and I feel like I'm getting older physically but mentally I still feel young and alive. Hahahah, no wonder no one can really tell what my actual age were. 

I believe that no long after, it will be the time where I shall go back to my work station and continue my traveling career with S. Inc. I still wasn't sure what's ahead of me and waiting for Jon to be going into his training academy seems so vague and unsure.  People of the government seems to have just pushing things aside and maybe that's what his luck was and nothing I can really do much to speed up any of those process. What he could have done, he already did, and all we can do now is WAIT.  Honestly, I don't know how much more I have the patience of WAITING .... grrrr and seems that all of our argument are surrounding the same topic each time and I'm quite sick of it.  WATEVAAaaaa ...... that's my attitude now !!! 

Anyway, at least I'm with my family now and get some TLC here and there, and don't have to deal with this frustrating situations. I'm sure I will go crazy if I'm in the states now.  So, I'm just hoping for the best but won't get my hopes up because the more I get my hopes up, the more I'll get disappointed if he really get disqualified due to just a merely High Blood Pressure. AAHhh

So, 2010 is here and based on my luck, this year is still not a good year for me and my "BIG LUCK" is going to run out after I turn 28.  Yiks!!! Definitely not a good news that I wanted to hear from my cousin :( But, I don't want to think too much of it even though the thoughts has already been planted inside my brain.  I have to believe that I can do anything change things around, I believe in karma and hope the good deeds that I've done can make up all the faults that I have done previously. 

For now, the year of 2010 is still unknown for me.... although still a long way to go, but I will make sure I live my life fully everyday of it. 

Lately ....

Yes.... after almost 2 months of traveling non-stop here and there since I came back, I've had some real time to rest my tired body. I guess my Ba Zi really accurate saying that I've to travel here and there non-stop for my life. 

Time really fly by so quickly, when I first came back, JE was just crawling and now she's learning to walk and has been able to walk independently for 4 steps by herself. When holding her to sleep is the most amazing thing in the world, because one little life is holding me tightly to fall asleep. I felt very content no matter how tired I am. Hahah..., although i've told my sister I've surrender to those two monster. 

I'm still unsure if I want a life with kids or a life with career.... indecisive person at this point. 

外甥趣事 (Funny Nephew)

今天我在房间陪着昊正和净恩，妈妈在外头泡牛奶时，昊正突然对我说：
(I was accompanying HZ n JE in the bedroom while their mother is preparing the formula for HZ, HZ suddenly said:)

HZ: 姨姨，给我看你的屁股！ ( Yi Yi, let me see your butt )

TH：为什么要看我的屁股？ (Why you wanna see my butt?)

HZ：是啦。。。因为你屁股好看！( coz....your butt is nice to look at!)

TH： 我看你的屁股可以吗？(Can I see your butt?)

HZ：不可以，因为我的屁股不好看。哈哈哈哈。。。。

(Cannot, coz my butt is not nice..hahahaah!) 

我的妈呀！有时真的不知道要如何回答是好！

( My gosh, sometimes I really don't know how to answer his questions!)

A little Break

I'm glad that yesterday my Ting Tong Tiang come and find me. I really do need a little break from everything to keep my sanity.  It doesn't seemed that long when we last see each other back in February prior to my departure.  We really have a lot to talk about and can't stop yakking about alot of things. 

She finally realized how much afford that I have to put in daily to help my sister to care for the two little creatures. We both agreed that maybe kids are not for us at this moment. Although we love to play with them but taking care of them is another stories. Hahaha... really give me a reality check that I may not want kids at all. Now think of it, pregnancy and birth are not the scariest part, but taking care of your kids until they are independent are the most tedious things you have to do. 

Anyway, I really appreciate her visit and can't wait for another time where more of our gal pal can join and continues the conversations of our everyday life. 

Sick & Miserable

Ahhh....I knew when I woke up yesterday that I'm about to get sick as my throat felt abit tight. That's usually the first sign of me becoming sick.  I didn't think of it much and still keep on organizing the bedroom and unpack most of my boxes, shifting through more things that I might be able to get rid of, instead of piles of clothes, paperwork and documents that I hardly ever touch. 

Anyway, Jon and I had a pretty good day yesterday up till after dinner I suddenly felt cold and chilly even layer up with blankets. My nose became stuffed up and I get very congested... I know I'm getting something and will be miserable from then on.  Of course, my nose becoming runny, bodily fluids keeps on flowing out from the nose and it's very annoying.  I manage to go to sleep and woke up this morning feeling not much better but with a mild fever. I guess it's a good thing that I got sick now than later, scared of being quarantine by the government as they probably think I've contracted the H1N1 influenza. 

I've remember zCakes sent me an email indicating the differences between the different symptoms of the H1N1 flu and I don't think I'm that severe and I think I'm just catching a common colds due to weather and the environmental changes that I have to deal with since I moved.  Although, I felt like a zombie, just laying on the bed, thank goodness there's internet that I can used at my own pleasure.  Just hope that this stupid virus will subside in a couple days and my immune system will be a tad bit stronger. 

Almost there

The reality finally sinks in when the apartment that I lived in is emptying up day by day.  Jon is selling most of our furniture and the apartment looks so bland and unorganized these days. I don't have a good feeling about it because everyone that knows me, know that I like things to be organized and in an orderly fashioned. I just can't stand things pile up everywhere.  I can't believed that I have been in one apartment for two years, that's the longest I've lived in one place since I moved to New York 4 years ago. WOW!! Time really does fly by..... 

I guess I just have to sit tight and deal with al this mess till we settle down in our new place WHO knows when and where we will be ended up after all this complicated life that Jon and I will be living separately for a long period of time. Although I know I'm not so much of a long distance relationship kind of gal, but I hope we can go through this tough times together.  Hopefully things will turn out for the better. 

Becoming Helium Writer

I've actively searching for a way to improving my writing skills and working my way into the journalism world as I have a dream of becoming a food/health writer for magazines.  So, I have recently stumbled upon this website called Helium that allows writer to freelance their work and get paid if their articles get picked to be publish, or entering writing contest to compete for cash prize.  

It's a good way for me to actively researching for the latest topics that interest me and also sharing my knowledge and letting the community to critics my work and help me become better at journalism.  I've been writing about one article per day since the begining of the week as I was almost done with my work.  I was really happy to see that two of my many articles got ranked #1 rated by the Helium members.  I was thrilled although I wish all of my articles get higher ranking but there's a lot of great writers in the community that I can learn from by reading how the write and structure the article. 

So, whoever interesting in sharing their knowledge and expertise on something else. Try it and best thing was there's nothing to lose but someting to gain !!