Time really flies when 2010 slowly creep into my life. Wow, really can't believe that one year has passed by so quickly and I feel like I'm getting older physically but mentally I still feel young and alive. Hahahah, no wonder no one can really tell what my actual age were.
I believe that no long after, it will be the time where I shall go back to my work station and continue my traveling career with S. Inc. I still wasn't sure what's ahead of me and waiting for Jon to be going into his training academy seems so vague and unsure. People of the government seems to have just pushing things aside and maybe that's what his luck was and nothing I can really do much to speed up any of those process. What he could have done, he already did, and all we can do now is WAIT. Honestly, I don't know how much more I have the patience of WAITING .... grrrr and seems that all of our argument are surrounding the same topic each time and I'm quite sick of it. WATEVAAaaaa ...... that's my attitude now !!!
Anyway, at least I'm with my family now and get some TLC here and there, and don't have to deal with this frustrating situations. I'm sure I will go crazy if I'm in the states now. So, I'm just hoping for the best but won't get my hopes up because the more I get my hopes up, the more I'll get disappointed if he really get disqualified due to just a merely High Blood Pressure. AAHhh
So, 2010 is here and based on my luck, this year is still not a good year for me and my "BIG LUCK" is going to run out after I turn 28. Yiks!!! Definitely not a good news that I wanted to hear from my cousin :( But, I don't want to think too much of it even though the thoughts has already been planted inside my brain. I have to believe that I can do anything change things around, I believe in karma and hope the good deeds that I've done can make up all the faults that I have done previously.
For now, the year of 2010 is still unknown for me.... although still a long way to go, but I will make sure I live my life fully everyday of it.
